Reality.

via To say the least, the last couple of days have been not-so-great.  My heart is low, my fear is high.  I try to find comfort in what is 'normal' but that no longer exists.  A new normal is on the horizon.  One that I am not sure I like.  One I definitely have no say in.  There isnt anything wrong with Nameless #2, or Max.  Or me.  I am just angry right now as someone I love has been dealt a card that no one ever wants.    I could be angry wtih God.  And I might be, I havent decided yet.  There is bright sunshine in the photo above, behind the black cloud.  I am going to take that, remember that, implant that in my brain that this card is not the end-all of all things.  I wont accept that.